From a stranger in the nite to becoming the love of my life

U came with no plans to stay
yet you managed to steal all of me away
U love with only committment yet no attached strings
but it is that unconditional endearing nature that gives my heart wings
U make me feel cherished, more so than i have ever before
and constantly do small little things that i adore
U brought my smile back with urs alone
and it suddenly felt like my world brightly shone
I can't thank you enough for the friend and love you've become
I hope and pray that you'll stay forever in the years to come
For to me now you are the cherished one!

Moi et.. mi corazón: Heartache's by the number & troubles by the score

Moi et.. mi corazón: Heartache's by the number & troubles by the score: Heartache #1 was when you left me Heartache #2 was when you didn't explain why Heartache #3 was when you found somebody new Heartach...

Heartache's by the number & troubles by the score

Heartache #1 was when you left me
Heartache #2 was when you didn't explain why
Heartache #3 was when you found somebody new
Heartache #4 was when you said she wasn't special yet
Heartache #5 was when you started telling our friends it was mutual
Now I've got heartaches by the number & troubles by the score
yet everyday you love me less
each day I love you more
Heartache #6 was when i realized you had been with her so soon
Heartache #7 was when it hit me u were doing things with her instead of me
Heartache #8 was when i found out the reason you left me
Heartache #9 was when i realized you just decided all on your own
Heartache #10 was realizing that because of yours fears we were apart and would never be together again
Now I've got heartaches by the number & troubles by the score
yet everyday you love me less
each day I love you more
Heartache #11 was watching my dreams shatter
Heartache #12 was realizing I was the last to know
Heartache #13 was trying to be your good friend
Heartache #14 was watching you with another
Heartache #15 was knowing that though you weren't over me, you still were happy with her
Now I've got heartaches by the number & troubles by the score
yet everyday you love me less
each day I love you more

The Impossible Task of Loving A Man

It's hard to be upset or stay angry with someone who's both logical and handsome. A deadly combination if ever there was one. When my boyfriend of 3.5 years told me he needed time to think about us as he wasn't sure we would make it, my first reaction was despair followed by instant panic which finally whetted down to deep sadness. Especially since two weeks prior he told me that our wedding was not about an if it was about when. As the evening passed and I calmed down I realized a couple of things. One - we had survived a lot worse and he had chosen me and come back to me once before. Second - he was scared about the future but I wasn't. I've never been more sure of anyone or anything in my life as sure as I was about our love. A part of me really just wanted to beg him to give us another chance but something he said gave me hope. He asked me if I thought it would be better if we split now rather than 5 yrs down the line? That way he wouldn't have ruined my life by leaving and coming back to me a number of times. Agreed that had only happened once so far and I honestly didn't believe it would be a yearly recurrence. So the key was to let go without breaking away. Easier said than done but I figured if I could do this logically n not just emotionally then we both stood a chance. Excited by my rational behavior I decided on what I needed to do to win back his trust and his love. I had turned a major milestone - 3 yrs ago id have probably thrown a tantrum or given him grief and all with major hysterics, waterworks and drama. Now thanx to him I was working through this logically.
One of his concerns was that I couldn't make him laugh on demand. Considering I'm not a person who loves comedy that always seemed far fetched for me to do. Nonetheless it bothered me that I couldn't do this one thing for him. So the 1st part of winning him back while givin him time and space to think was to remind him of various days and instances in our relationship that would make him smile. Agreed that's a step down from what he expected but it was a start. I knew the things he enjoyed that made him laugh but he wanted me to remember instances in public not private that had us sharing a laugh together. I accepted this as a challenge. He would have to give me a pass or fail on a daily basis for my attempts. I hoped that I would succeed in one day making him laugh.
Part 2 was reminding him of all the happy moments and milestones we shared and not focusing on the negatives. I hoped that I would be able to convince him that the one negative incident that triggered this set of events would never be a cause for concern again.
Part 3 was proving to him that age really doesn't matter. That we would still be happy 10 yrs frm now and that he would not feel like his life was rushed. U c I'm 5 yrs older than him. He didn't really enjoy his teen years as he should have and now it feels like too much responsibility too soon. The thing is I get where he's coming from and I wanna reassure him that I won't rush things. True my bio clocks ticking away but I was willing to risk it all if he'd stand by me. I had to stay healthy n I could achieve motherhood at a later stage. Convincing him was another ball game all together.
Part 4 was convincing him that neither of us are or will become like our parents. We each had our share of a crazy parent. I vowed that I would never become like mine and the way to that was if we kept supporting and preventing each other from making the mistakes they made. 

Part 5 and the most important part was convincing him to not give up or turn tail at the first sign of trouble. Agreed I had given him many reasons to in the past but he steadfastly stayed through it all. Now all of that had been undone with one mistake which didn't seem fair to me. I simply had to show why our relationship and love was worth fighting for. I believed that we were very different people and that was part of the attraction. Sure we had difference of opinions on a number of topics but that's what made life interesting. We had enough in common to weather any problem. I just had to show him the positives that I so clearly saw.  

A lovers spell

I was born for lovin u
I'll die lovin u
Of my own free will I give to u
My body my heart my soul
As I will so mote it be!!!

Found ma Finder

Every time I c u my heart skips a beat
Still blush n smile every time someone takes ur name
Gettin stronger by d day I know we r
Yet it never ceases to surprise me how d thought of u still xcites me
It's not new yet it feels like we started datin yesterday
Time's when we r together r out of dis world
No amount of disagreements can take d joy away from those moments
All I wanna do is b with u
B urs n u b mine
We have a way to go that is far n long
D journey is what I look forward to
Coz d destination I see clearly n is a joy to behold.
Our ups n downs drive me insane n make me smile
Never can I hold on to my anger wit u coz u always make me laugh sooner rather than later
Ma Greek god u r, gorgeously all male
Like a delicate flower u treat me
I'm so glad u're in ma life
Here's to celebratin d gift of each other....

Wishes

They say if wishes were horses beggars would ride
I say if wishes were horses u'd forever be mine
If I could pretend airplanes were shooting stars
I'd have wishes by the score
Each and everyone would have you at the core
I love you too much to ever want to let you go
But if its what you want then ill walk away to c u no more
But while u decide, Im gonna pretend we are all rite
Ill continue to love u every day and every nite
Im gonna fight to stay in ur life with everything I have in me
Coz i believe its worthwhile, though its something u gotta see