how C&C Inc came to be

life is so unexpected -- wonder what it would be like without all the complications?
wait, I know -- boring!
so here i was grieving for a lost one.. n the next thing i know -- im jobless!
did i wanna be like that? dont remember much actually except that i had more time to grieve or deal with my demons as it were...
so i was chillin -- managing a kindergarten school & I loved being with the kids so no complaints..
out of the blue I get a call from like my greatest idol..
she wanted to work with me or rather have me help her with gigs..
we met, hit it off like a house on fire & lo behold I now represent a good artist for India, Asia..
since things started off well, it just encouraged or rather egged me on..
it wasnt enough to just be doing something I love part time..
next step I decided its time to go solo.. n so it began..
an idea formulated, took hold and just blossomed...
C&C Inc - my baby has now become my focus..
In a span of 2 mths - 6 artists and a number of tie-ups
And this is just the beginning...
Can't wait for my life to keep spicing up & to keep surprising me ...
WOW - What A Life!

Life!!

To be or not to be..
To do or not to do..
To think or not to think..
To act or not to act..
To stay or not to stay..
To go or not to go..
The choices we have are many..
The questions are plenty..
The solutions are too few..
Yet that is the way of life for me, you & everyone we ever knew!!

The Back-up Plan

I have a dream and in my dream this is what I c..
I c me happily married to thee...
I c us living in a home we built...
I c us with kids we love...
and a few pets that we adore...
And then I run into a blank wall coz i dont know who you are...
I dream of you without having met u
I dream of us without having seeing u..
so now I don't know if you will ever be real
Thats why I have a back-up plan...
The first one was if I turned 28 and I were still single I'd marry him..
But when I turned 28 I chickened out..
so Now I have a new plan..
2 yrs to make our money and if im single i'll be his honey...
The plan is good and so are you.. I dream of thee who I think is you...
So though  think you are my back-up plan
U think I just need to admit you're the one
Time will tell whether it was a wasted spell ...
Or if my dream was meant to be.
In my heart I'd like to believe that you are he and he is thee...
So forever we shall happy be just you and me..

So much more..

Its difficult to explain what I want to say
When its difficult to explain what I feel
So much in my head that makes my burden heavy to bear
N all of it seems to make my heart feel unfair
To whom I know not; to blame or to rely on
My head, my heart, my soul - aren't they all after all just one!
Sometimes I wish all this pain would go away
And that life were an easier game to play.
But then I know I'd soon be bored
For out there I know there is so much more...

Infinito Amore

A dreamer in love am I?
Or a disillusioned fool for life?
wen i first saw u years ago; 2 another u belonged
so i walked away; as a woman - the other i didnt wanna be
never did i dream that u felt something too
but were bound by a love u thought was true
friends we remained but hardly spoke
for a gentleman were u, to ur girl always true
reunited were we more than 4 years later
at a time when ur need was dire
happy i was to be the one u turned to
so i stood by ur side n hers tho the days were few
now months have barely passed n i despair
that the last wish may just vanish into thin air
10 months in a relationship not yet defined
i wonder if my heart will survive this decline
coz i thought id finally reached the end
n a happy life was what i expected to spend.

Do i give up or still love you?
if u knew me u'd find my answer still holds true.
I patiently await the day we shall commit
& meet at the altar as we promised we would.
This much I know is true
all that my heart, mind n soul feels for u.
Times i wanna run away
coz this pain is difficult to bear.
But every kiss n touch makes for more than my share.
And it is for this that I'll keep going on
& pray that u shall return some day!
I believe my heart only u can mend
and to hold us together my love is strong enough
be it easy times or rough.
This then is my prayer
that ma brat will be mine, after all ain't it just fair?

Infinito Amore or Eternal Love shall be ours
Not just for a day or an hour but for as long as we both shall live.

They Say.. They Never Tell... The Truth About Life

They say, letting go is the best way to find out what's yours in the first place;
But they never tell you, how much letting go hurts.
They say, time heals all wounds;
But they never tell you, how agonizing that waiting period is.
They say, it takes courage to stand up for what is right;
But they never tell you, how painful is the beating down.
They say, strong decisions take time;
But they never tell you, the time taken might cost you your loved ones.
They say, life is about moving on;
But they never tell you, to be prepared that your past just might catch up with you.
They say, love is kind;
But they never tell you, the path to love is filled with thorns.
They say, you should wear your heart on your sleeve;
But they never tell you, it can be trampled underfoot.
They say, true love and true friends stand by you & last forever;
But they never tell you, they are also the ones to betray you first.
They say, you'll always know who's the one for you when you stop looking;
But they never tell you, that sometimes you may have to wait a lifetime for them to acknowledge you.
They say, life is not a bed of roses but the afterlife is supposedly bliss;
But they never tell you, death is the price you have to pay for it.
They say, once bitten twice shy;
But they never tell you, the temptations don't ever stop.
They say, you are free to choose;
But they never tell you, your choice could change you & all you know forever.
They say, fear is of fear itself;
But they never tell you, if not dealt with it can probably kill you.
They say, life is a journey - a trek;
But they never tell you, every now & then it needs a reality check.
They say, what you believe is what is real;
But they never tell you, dreams don't figure in that equation.
They say, dreams can come true;
But they never tell you, shattered ones are the most common painful truth.
They say, promises are meant to be broken;
But they never tell you, your heart is always a paid for token.
They say, life is just a game;
But they never tell you, you're not a player rather just a pawn.

Have u Ever Wondered If...

hav u ever wondered if it could get worse

like when your heart breaks
as if someone ripped it out of ur chest
tore it to shreds trampled over it
crushed it to bits n then blew it up to kingdomcome just to make sure nothin survived
when the pain of this destruction
leaves u so numb that no tears will come
and all u can do is struggle to breathe

then hav u wonderd if it could get worse

or like when you lose ur job
not bcoz u weren't good
but bcoz u wudn't bend ur principles
when the shock settles in
and you keep replayin that last talk
and all u can do is try not to feel failure

then hav u wonderd if it could get worse

or like when someone betrays ur trust
u always preferred to trust only urself
till one day that someone comes along
and u giv ur heart n soul ur whole
ignorin ur past errors n possible pain
u take a chance only to be let down
and all u can think is hell not again

then hav u wonderd if it could get worse

or like when you face rejection
all u want is to feel wanted and loved
all u ever get is we are better as friends
all u want is to be held n cherished
all u get is thanx 4 lendin ur shoulder
then one day u meet that special one
and u think u've come home at last
only to be rudely shocked that they havnt decided if ur the one
all u can do is smile n wish u were dead

then hav u wonderd if it could get worse

or like when ur world comes crashin
all u wanted was a lil love n romance
all u got was dates that didnt last
all u wanted was a home n family
all u got was friendship (thank god)
all u wanted was a fairytale forever
all u got was reality is harsher
only then did u wish u'd learnt from ur mistakes but its too late,
u're all broken beyond repair
and all u can do is giv up hope n be thankful that ur at least alive

then hav u wonderd surely nothin could be worse!!!