Have u Ever Wondered If...

hav u ever wondered if it could get worse

like when your heart breaks
as if someone ripped it out of ur chest
tore it to shreds trampled over it
crushed it to bits n then blew it up to kingdomcome just to make sure nothin survived
when the pain of this destruction
leaves u so numb that no tears will come
and all u can do is struggle to breathe

then hav u wonderd if it could get worse

or like when you lose ur job
not bcoz u weren't good
but bcoz u wudn't bend ur principles
when the shock settles in
and you keep replayin that last talk
and all u can do is try not to feel failure

then hav u wonderd if it could get worse

or like when someone betrays ur trust
u always preferred to trust only urself
till one day that someone comes along
and u giv ur heart n soul ur whole
ignorin ur past errors n possible pain
u take a chance only to be let down
and all u can think is hell not again

then hav u wonderd if it could get worse

or like when you face rejection
all u want is to feel wanted and loved
all u ever get is we are better as friends
all u want is to be held n cherished
all u get is thanx 4 lendin ur shoulder
then one day u meet that special one
and u think u've come home at last
only to be rudely shocked that they havnt decided if ur the one
all u can do is smile n wish u were dead

then hav u wonderd if it could get worse

or like when ur world comes crashin
all u wanted was a lil love n romance
all u got was dates that didnt last
all u wanted was a home n family
all u got was friendship (thank god)
all u wanted was a fairytale forever
all u got was reality is harsher
only then did u wish u'd learnt from ur mistakes but its too late,
u're all broken beyond repair
and all u can do is giv up hope n be thankful that ur at least alive

then hav u wonderd surely nothin could be worse!!!