A lovers spell

I was born for lovin u
I'll die lovin u
Of my own free will I give to u
My body my heart my soul
As I will so mote it be!!!

Found ma Finder

Every time I c u my heart skips a beat
Still blush n smile every time someone takes ur name
Gettin stronger by d day I know we r
Yet it never ceases to surprise me how d thought of u still xcites me
It's not new yet it feels like we started datin yesterday
Time's when we r together r out of dis world
No amount of disagreements can take d joy away from those moments
All I wanna do is b with u
B urs n u b mine
We have a way to go that is far n long
D journey is what I look forward to
Coz d destination I see clearly n is a joy to behold.
Our ups n downs drive me insane n make me smile
Never can I hold on to my anger wit u coz u always make me laugh sooner rather than later
Ma Greek god u r, gorgeously all male
Like a delicate flower u treat me
I'm so glad u're in ma life
Here's to celebratin d gift of each other....

Wishes

They say if wishes were horses beggars would ride
I say if wishes were horses u'd forever be mine
If I could pretend airplanes were shooting stars
I'd have wishes by the score
Each and everyone would have you at the core
I love you too much to ever want to let you go
But if its what you want then ill walk away to c u no more
But while u decide, Im gonna pretend we are all rite
Ill continue to love u every day and every nite
Im gonna fight to stay in ur life with everything I have in me
Coz i believe its worthwhile, though its something u gotta see

Do u remember.... Coz I do

Do u remember the time before we were one
The way we used to catch each others gaze
Do u remember the day that we met
And the pace that we set
Do u remember what either of us did that day or what we wore
Every word we spoke or swore
Do u remember the laughter and the tears
The time we spent in minutes that felt like years
Do u remember the places that we've been
The walks in crowded places that to us seemed serene
All we did was ignore the world
There existed no one but u when we were together
Do u remember the late nights n early dawns
The silence and the sounds
Most of all, Do u remember the memories we created
The promises, hopes n dreams we had
Coz I remember...
every day, every minute, every second from the day u walked into my life till the day u walked out
U started it and U ended it but I remember every detail of it
I remember every inch of u, from ur devastating smile to ur soft words,
ur incredible strength to ur gentle touch,
from the warm glow of happiness on my face to the contentment in my heart,
from the awesomely brilliant happy moments to the coldness of my shattered world
U changed me overnight and killed what you brought to life
Yes, I remember every minute detail coz its been imprinted and all I think about is u, all I c is u
I remember coz all I have to live by are the memories good and bad
in this bleak, dark, cold world I have that forever makes me sad....

Findin folds in my heart - to mend the holes in it - UR the one I want

I waited two months to talk to u
Then it seemed like a lifetime that I knew u
A period of bliss and then we were done
It came out of nowhere so I wasn't even prepared for the loss
I know every day n every min since u left
Its like time has stopped and its making me take a test
But my heart knew then what my mind knows now
I wanted u before I knew u
I dreamt of u before I ever saw u
I wanted u after I knew u
hmmmph I even wanted u after I had u
I want u even more now that I'm not with u
It amazes me that my heart knew then what my mind knows now
That ur the one that I want forever and not just for now
Surprised am I to find I'm in love with ma boytoy coz to take it slow we'd made a deal
But seems to me my heart just don't wanna heal
Fool was I to think i'd ever be able to walk away from u
Never imagined it'd b like this or that I'd pine for u
But now uve showed me what perfect is and left me completely spoiled for another
Never shall I want to be with any other
For its U I want and for us to last together
I wish I cudve seen what is now, so that I cudve changed it somehow
For I want what my heart wants and wish I knew then what I know now
That its U and only U who can make things right somehow

Missin Finder - D way I Miss U

U r my handsome king
U make my heart go ding-a-ling-ling
I see u in my dreams and even wen I'm awake
Everythin I do, everywhere I go reminds me of u
I miss the lil things u used to do
That charmed my heart n made me smile
I miss ur breathtakin smile and all d lil private stolen moments we shared
I miss d gentle touch of those really large hands
I miss d tender look in those loving eyes that could turn dark black with anger or a molten brown with laughter
I miss d soft spoken voice that could arouse in me all emotions most of all love
I miss d concern n care
I miss u just bein there
I miss d way my world was wen u were in it
D way ur smile lit d room as if I were d only woman in it
I miss d way u teased me
N d way u loved to make me mad just so tat we could make up
I miss d way u loved me n hw effectively u could silence me
I miss d protectiveness u showed around me n for me
I miss d aggression n ferocity of ur lovin
I miss seein dat look in ur eyes for me
I miss knowin just wat u were thinkin
I miss completin ur thoughts
I miss feelin complete
I miss d early dawns of red and wakin to see ur smiling face next to mine
Heck I even miss d sweatiness tat u liked so fine
I miss d way everytime i was with u I felt my breath catch
Now it seems like I have no breath left
I miss ur smell, ur feel, ur taste
Yet everthin is so imprinted in my brain its as if u never left
I miss sleepin n wakin up to ur voice
I miss d numerous texts tat always made me feel precious
I miss feelin like a girl n respondin like a woman
I miss d frends we used to be
I know I've had d last of my first times coz ur no longer there
I wish sincerely tat time can change but its never fair
I've finally loved and lost; only I wish I'd have been more prepared
For how does one walk away from someone as fabulous as my babe
I'm learnin d hard way ill want no other
Coz no one can ever compare n hold a candle to u
I want no arms holdin me but urs
No lips shall ever ignite fire in these like urs
No one can love like u did I'm afraid
D ice is back n only u can save
If this is love then I hate it
Coz I'd rather die than survive without it
Days r long and nites r endless
Sleep doesn't come n work is never distractin enuf
Survive I will have to till the end of my days
Forever lonely existin with only memories

Fold Finder's Tale - From Heaven to Hell

15 years I searched for love
Gave all I could
15 years I found only betrayal and heartache
Felt pain more than anyone should
2 years I have waited telling myself it was love
But only rejection I got until I could make excuses for him no more
Tried to move on and chose wrongly for he loved another
Fool was I to believe I could be a wife and mother
Walked away I did promising to safeguard our frendship
Only to find that when he was safe he not only betrayed but soiled my new courtship
Before the travesty I met one like no other
A one of a kind gem that I'd thought I'd treasure forever
He showed me love like I've never seen before
A perfect companion one only hears of in folk lore
Before him I'd resigned to never finding love
Accepting that the only soul mate I'd have would be my own blood
Decided had I to adopt and be happy
Then he came along and made me all sappy
Romance and court me he did so beautifully
Never had I believed another could fulfill me so completely
Days seemed plentiful with the little things for me he did
Nights seemed blissful with the precious moments we shared
A match like him I could never find
Who met me head on heart, body, soul and mind
Happy and content with life at last
That I blissfully ignored my past
True they say it catches up wen u least expect it
Nothing not even the truth I now realize can ever diffuse it
Damage it did not just to our newly found paradise
But took away my happiness leaving me profoundly feelin its demise
Told myself I shouldn't be affected but fallen for him I had
So hard that gettin back to life just seems too bad
Exist I do with nothing to look forward to
After all, when you lose perfection nothin else can compare to
Grief seems a gentle word for the devastation I feel inside
Yet smiling for the world I must continue on the outside
Letting go is the hardest they say
But what do u do when u realize it was all a lie anyway
I wonder now how much was real
Or was it all staged to make me pay
Frends & family urge me to move on sayin he feels not the same
Yet how can I when he was the only one who could make me tame
He made me feel like no other
Made me wanna do things that would otherwise make me shudder
He brightened my day with only a smile
He brought me to life only to kill me again
Meant for each other we were
Only to be separated by another
How could I have loved in time so short
How could he have so torn me apart
He took me to heaven but has left me in hell
Will the memories be enough or will death be the only thing to break the spell
Forgotten I have again how to smile
Nothin anymore seems worthwhile
I had finally found paradise, destiny he said
But fate had other plans - In our beginning was our end!
Lady luck take me away I beg you, u will; please say
For my fate is sealed and hell is the price I pay
Death upon myself I wish
For I finally found my one true love whom I have forever lost
Blame myself for fallin in love wen I shouldn't have
How could I have known it was shortlived when my life I gave
Does he hurt I wonder
Or does he find me and my pain a blunder
I see him everywhere, everything I do reminds me of him and the things we used to do
I miss all our moments and now see only the day I rue
Wish I could turn back time, say the things I hadn't said
Or even further back to have never met the one that caused the problems if any difference it would have made
Life is for living and not for existing
This was the last time I gave of myself now I stop fighting
No more shall I love again I pray and tell
For he showed me heaven but has left me in hell !!!!